π Share this article Unbearable Suffering: My Fight With the Mysterious Pain of Cluster Headaches It was a overcast weekday in the morning in September 2016. I was working as a educator, attempting to manage a new class, when a sharp sensation sprang behind my right eye. This was followed by rapid jolts, reminiscent of electric shocks. As each class came and went, the discomfort subsided and then came back with increased force. Four times that day I left a colleague with worksheets and hurried to the staff bathroom to soak my face with cool water. I tried ibuprofen, but the pain remained unbearable. The attacks appeared repeatedly that fall, and again in spring, soon establishing an yearly pattern. September and October were the worst, then February and March. I could anticipate the pattern: aura in the shower, early pangs on the train, full-blown agony in class by mid-morning. In late 2019, a doctor eventually sent me to a specialist and I was diagnosed with cluster headache disorder. Cluster headaches typically start with severe pain behind a single eye that lasts for three hours. Approximately one in 1,000 people suffer by the disorder, and men are more often affected. Cluster headaches usually start with sudden, excruciating agony focused on one eye that reaches its peak within minutes and continues for up to three hours. Attacks come in clusters, every day or multiple times a day, and are accompanied by red or watery eyes, drooping eyelids or facial sweating. I have the episodic form, which arrives in periodic cycles; some patients have continuous attacks, defined by the lack of extended pain-free periods. What unites patients is the intensity. One study scored the sensation at 9.7 10, higher than bone fractures or other conditions. Another discovered 64% of cluster headache patients reported suicidal thoughts amid bouts; the number dropped to four percent when they were not in pain. Val Hobbs, in her seventies, a chronic patient from Pembrokeshire, finds this understandable. Her attacks started when she was a toddler. βI would hurl myself on the ground and hit my head. That was put down to being spoiled,β she says. Her symptoms deteriorated through her youth. Drinking in her teens, similar to several triggers, made things worse. After drinking sherry at her graduation party, she remembers barely being able to see on the bus home. Her family often mistook her attacks as intoxicated episodes. Support eventually came from her parent and then from her partner, Rod. βI was very fortunate to find such an understanding person,β she says. Hobbs found clerical work after moving, but often hid her condition. She was fired from one job, partly due to time off during episodes. Her breakthrough identification came in 2002 at a specialist hospital. Still, the inability to plan daily activities around erratic pain took its toll. She especially disliked being unable to plan outings, being seen as unreliable as a colleague, and even having to be cared for by her children during the paralysis caused by the worst episodes. βIt robs you of the small liberties we don't value until they're gone,β she says. She recalls obtaining tickets for a significant concert, only to have an episode inside a portable toilet. Headaches have been documented throughout history. βThe first account of headache originates from the ancient civilizations in 4000BC,β write experts in a publication on the topic. They linked the ailment to an malevolent entity who afflicted his sufferers' heads. Historical medical texts suggest unusual treatments for what modern experts would describe as a migraine. In the medieval times, severe headache was identified as a separate disorder, with therapies ranging from herbal concoctions to other, more superstitious remedies. It was a Dutch doctor who provided the first comprehensive description of a cluster-type attack. In his medical observations, he speaks of a patient βsuffering with a very intense headache occurring and disappearing daily at specific hoursβ. The disorder were only officially classified by international headache committees in 1988. From the mid-20th century to the late 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a problem with a key blood vessel that supplies blood to the head. Leading experts in treating the condition note this. In 1998, researchers published the results of a research project for which they had triggered cluster headaches in patients and monitored the attacks in a imaging machine. The data, published in a major journal, showed increased activity of the hypothalamus, which is responsible for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in pain, and a reduction when they recovered. Despite such progress, diagnosis remains delayed. Jamie Charteris's attacks started in the 1980s and felt like βa balloon being inflated behind my one eyeβ. GPs thought he had a sinus issue; he underwent multiple operations before eventually being correctly identified in 2014, after a physician looked up his symptoms. Neurologists say delays in diagnosis and managing happen because patients are seldom seen mid-attack. βYou're exhausted and low, but not in agony,β one says. He works by ruling out other primary head pain conditions, such as tension-type headache, before diagnosing the disorder. A thorough patient history is essential: on which part of the head do symptoms occur? For how much time? What season? Are there precipitating factors, such as alcohol? Certain features such as tearing, drooping eyelids and stuffy nose help verify cluster headaches. Once identified, patients may be sent to dedicated centers. But many first go to emergency rooms or are given inadequate therapies. Dorothy Chapman, 78, has suffered from cluster headaches for most of her life, although she has been free from an attack since 2016. When she was in her 20s, she had her teeth pulled because dental professionals misunderstood her symptoms. She thinks the dental profession still need much more awareness. When a sufferer sought help from a support group, it was Chapman who replied. I remember calling a support line during an bout in early 2021; a reassuring volunteer guided them through oxygen therapy and medication until the attack eased. Official guidelines on treatment advise that patients are offered high-flow oxygen and/or a specific drug delivered by injection. No oral painkillers or strong analgesics should be used. Prophylactic choices include a blood pressure medication, which reportedly helps manage the attacks of well-known individuals. But leading specialists believe the official guidelines need revising to reflect a clearer clinical pathway and help general practitioners avoid incorrect prescriptions. For episodic patients, the treatment window is everything: βThe duration of the cycle determines the approach.β Brief bouts with occasional episodes are handled with abortive therapy only. Longer or more intense periods require preventives such as verapamil, sometimes combined with steroids. A significant number of patients also receive a nerve block injection during a cycle β an procedure into the area of the head where the pain is that decreases nerve activity. The national guidelines need revising to reflect a